A Message From the Shimmer Part 2 of 3
Trauma, Trauma is a trapped room without doors. One where your mind riddles away with fear and snapping rage. A trapped set to keep you stuck and forever stagnant, how to escape this room without windows or doors? The Shimmer’s wisdom (The Provider I Call the Shimmer) would say give it Ying To Yang. Bring the opposite to the table of whatever your trauma was and make it your mantra. Not resolution, mind you, that’s never coming, but the opposite.
Eric Leigh-Pink took care of 100 foster children, and at the end of the road bumped into two long-lost soul mates that had to become his children, that set him free. It was cosmic and epic. Gifts from God. Before all of this, in another lifetime, long ago in another century, my name was Conner. (The Karma I know) As a child I was discarded by my parents, thrown away like a piece of trash utterly for their own gain. It was beyond vile. It felt so lonely. So cold. So beyond despair, and trauma riddled my entire existence. Consumption would follow, then Death. But here, as Eric Leigh-Pink I have taken that trapped room and built my own door. The opposite of everything it represents. I held the darkness this gave me and said, you failed. I hand this nightmare back to you 100-fold and say you will never tear me down. At this moment I give purpose to that which had none. That which was abandoned is now the home of the abandoned, and I will give love and light to all that needs illumination. No one will be cold in my house. No one will feel lost or alone. Thats it. If you want to know why such horrible tragic events happen to us, the answer simply put, is so we can give it purpose. This answer to the trapped room without doors, is to build the door and make sure you make it 100 times, or 1000 times greater than the trauma that put you there, so the darkness knows you’re not to be trifled with.
It is the third part that set me free.



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